Psalm 146: 3 - 6

Thanks Kenin for the verse. :D

Do not put your trust in princes,

in mortal men, who cannot save,

When their spirit departs, they return to the ground,

on that very day their plans come to nothing.

Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob,

whose hope is in the Lord is God,

the Maker of heaven and earth,

the sea, and everything in them,

the Lord, who remains faithful forever.

After expressing something out it is good. Wanted to thank a friend for spending the time listening to me.

With effect from now, facebook is deactivated. Concentrate on my studies. I'm sure something good will happen.

Things happened then let it be. I can't do anything about it. When that's how I'm being treated, that's how I'm going to avoid.

No one to trust but a friend who understands.

God bless everyone. :)

Study week

Studying is always my weakness. However, I tend to learn more when there is discussion among friends. This is where I can learn more. When I ask questions, I learn from there.

Just that I know myself, I don't talk and always have been quiet. Scared to ask. But I've tried my best. Assignments done with understanding? Yes, I understand more when friends explains to me. I learn more things from friends rather than listening to lecturers.

One part of me still don't change. I'm too depended on my friends. If I'm alone, I'll studying blindly. Oh yes, I learn a bit but doesn't help much. Everyone have their weaknesses. Realizing now is too late because it doesn't change anything.

If I'm behaving this way, what will happen if I come out to the community? Sad eh? Haha... Anyway, today felt much better than the previous few days. But I still don't have the appetite to eat. Don't know why.

Fed up with the food. Last night ate one pear and chocolate milk. That's all. If I'm thinking of going to Connaught, I don't think I'll eat much. If that's the case I might as well don't go. :)

Well, see if everything goes okay and IF I'm hungry, I'll go. Probably won't i guess.

God bless everyone. Pray for each and everyone of you. Good luck to everyone on the coming exam. Let's make it the last effort and do well. (Talking to myself actually xD)

Mixed feeling

Somehow, I have a mixed feeling now. End of year three. Sad, happy, and etc.

Sigh.... maybe that's why I'm restless... =.=

Restless

Being very restless today. I don't know why.

Restless....

Very restless........

>.<

Weekend with family

My dad came last Friday night together with my brother. My brother will be studying in Nottingham too, so my dad have to bring him here and at the same time have a walk around KL and Semenyih.

Had a great time with my dad. Talk about a lot of stuffs. Business, family, and more. My mom didn't come though, cause she said it's just a few days so she would come other time.

Had dinner with my dad, my sis, my sis's bf, my brother and my brother's gf. Wah~ All couple, and I'm the only single in the family now. How sad... Haha~ Jk! Nothing to be sad of. Cause I don't need any love as I have one from God. :)

If I'm given a partner yes, I will appreciate. If not I'll spend my life with God. :D

Nothing wrong with that right? When the time comes, it will come. Don't need to be so desperate for a partner. Just, be normal. :)

I really miss my home and my family now. Spending one day wasn't enough for me. My dad and I had a conversation yesterday and he told me to go back Miri to help. Somehow, I was thinking he really needs my help.

I don't think I can help much due to my lack of socializing with people. I don't talk much with the new person that I met. Or, I don't even talk at all. Even in the church, I only mingle around my uni friends. Sad huh?

Anyway, people learn everyday. At least I'm able to talk more than last time. I'm more to a quiet type of person. That is why I'm still single~ Wahaha!

Last assignment to go for the coming due on Thursday. Hope I can do it my own (I suspect I won't cause I don't know a thing about that module). But better than never try at all.

Praying for my dad on a safe journey back Miri. God bless him and everyone. ^-^

Hectic week

I'm still awake now, doing my assignment that is due today at 4.30pm. I have not rested since I came back to my room. I've only closed my eye for 5 minutes.

Mentioning this again doesn't change anything. I'm not fit for engineering. But it's my final year and I've to do my best. Counting on friends is not what I intend to do, but it seems that I've lost interest in study for years already.

Tired brain, can't think of anything to write on the assignments. Oh~ what could possibly go wrong again if I've faced this kind of difficulties.

Tired.... of... everything......