Wednesday, April 27, 2011

It has been a while now. Sometimes things aren't seem good, sometimes it's a blessing. It has been 2 weeks and I'm started to think what is the point to come back.

Somehow, when I looked at myself I was like, What? I just did that? In a way, things are not easy at the moment. Trying to help out, but things are rather complicated. Am I selfish?

Seeing myself on the road, it's like I'm getting worst and worst day by day. Can I even have a peace at heart for a while so that I don't think and worried too much?

God spoken through my friends tonight and it struck me. I don't know how I felt honestly, but I know if I don't change now and forever be this way no one would ever look on to you for help since I can't help myself now.

Anyway, it's something that I need to release telling it out. Still, a question pop out from a cell group member. What's you plan tomorrow? Next month? These are the things that I need to know. Otherwise, I'll be in a wrong direction.

Or should I wait for God's answer? Sigh...

Oh Lord, work into my life. I'm still clueless of the things I did and for the things I wanted to do.



Adam Jong said...

There's a reason for everything to happen. Good or bad times, they are still blessings from GOD. I won't tell you try to understand what God's trying to do in your life, coz it
ll take you a lifetime to discover that. But... be strong and keep on praying for your path, coz you're not alone. Maybe, the time has not come yet, but when it does, be obedient, and the blessings will be yours.

kaiseng said...

talk soon,budddy!!=)