Lonely....

Uh, don't mind the title. I just don't know what I should put since most of the time I would put "Random Post" or something else.

And yes, I'm home alone now. 1 of my house mate went back home, the other one went somewhere, and my landlord went out since this afternoon with the gate still widely open. =.=

I'm spending my whole day at home doing nothing. Why is that? I should be doing my fyp or revision. FYP, I'm still waiting for my workpiece. Revision, I don't feel like studying since it's near Chinese New Year.

Anyway, a friend spoke to me and we argued. About being rich. He said I'm rich, and I am not comfortable with people calling me that way. If I am that RICH, I won't be worrying about what I eat, what I buy, and what I do.

Sigh, sometimes people around me called me that way and I kept quiet because..... Haih, forget it.

Let's just say money is nothing without God. Without God there's no happiness and we are nothing. Everything that we have and achieved, is from God's grace. Nothing more.

Stress.....

... = Force/Area. Yea right. That's what people did when you written "Stress" on your facebook. And no it's not about that, but more to emotionally stress.

I came across a module today which I'm not good at it. Control and Instrumentation. This semester would be busier than ever. Assignments worth 20% and 30%. How can I possibly live through this?

I'm being quiet this morning in the class when we're asked to have a group discussion and it's worth 10%. I was like =.= okay, this is bad. Being quiet is not because I don't want to say or do anything. I'm being stressed out because of that module.

It was an advance of DTC, which talks about controls and stuff.

I'm worried. I didn't manage to recall everything that I've studied and while trying to think and read on how to do that question, I felt guilty myself.

Felt guilty, is because my friends are solving the questions and I was being quiet the whole time. Haih.

After the class, I've been thinking and thinking of this semester. Can I even pass through the exams?

I'm starting to get worried.

Praying for God's help and wisdom for He is good all the time. Praying for calm heart and mentality for me to go through this final semester. God bless everyone.

Random Post

First sem started hard. Hard, which I meant by the modules. Somehow it looks harder than the previous semester. I don't know if I can even handle it, and with my fyp due soon I don't know how much time left I need.

2 more weeks and it's Chinese New Year. While I'm in my room I can't feel the CNY mood. Maybe next week?

Anyway, I don't have anymore things to say. Pray God for my result. >.<

God bless everyone. ^-^

Semester 1 ended

Finally, my exam is over. Should I be happy with it? Not sure because I don't expect I'll be doing well. Didn't expect it to over now and I have at least another few months to go.

What would I do after i graduate? I don't know what result I would get, but hopefully my final year project can help pull up my average.

A friend asked me to follow them to Genting. I would like to but I don't feel like playing at the theme park. I'll just walk around and enjoy the scenery, although mist is everywhere. HaHa! I'll just enjoy the temperature there.

Anyway, since I'm not going I might just stay in my room, again, for another 2 weeks. And then, I'll be back home! Yeah~ Chinese New Year is coming and it's always the feeling that I like.

Going back to see my parents, and did I mention I missed them very much? :D I miss my hometown too and I want to eat as much as I can when I go back, and I don't care about myself being fat. XD

Well, I'm just filling up my time here blogging and continue my One Piece anime later. Wahaha! That is where the boringness came and we shouldn't complain on having a lot of work to do.

Because you'll have plenty of time, IF you stop facebooking all the time. :p I do that most of the time though. But I complained too!! Hehehehehehe!!

But I really want to thank God for everything that I went through all this stresses from studying for exam. :)

Looking forward to next weeks bible study. Yeah!

God Bless. ^-^

Final exam week

It's been a frustrating day yesterday (Saturday) because of my first paper. Somehow I'm expecting the question would be the same as the past year papers. But it's not. :(

Study for days on that module, and seems to me it wasn't enough. Can't blame anyone, and not even the lecturer. I blamed myself. I did 4 questions, without completing it and judging from course mates answer I knew I screwed up this time.

Today at church, a church mates named Shan Berg told me "Leave it to God". This word actually relieves me and being optimistic enough I might pass this paper. God is good and I have a friend that comforts me. I'm asking to myself, a word from God maybe? I smiled. I'm happy with it. Thank you Lord.

For now, leave it to God and hoping that I'll pass. All the best to my fellow course mates for their exam. (Those who read my blog) :p

P/S: On the previous post sensing something was wrong, I think too much and shouldn't be. I'm sure everything is fine. :)

Sensing something is wrong

*edited....

Anyway, nothing was wrong on what i did mention on this post. Everything went well with God with us all the time. :)

Dear Lord, I prayed that everything goes on smoothly. I just had to seek you every time when I'm troubled mentally. Seeking you is always the first Lord. I prayed for my fellow course mate that you give them the wisdom and bless them. For this I prayed in Jesus Christ name. Amen.

P/S: Trying to pray a proper way though. I'm working on it. :)

Sad case in Sarawak

I happened to know that one of the church in Miri was being thrown by bricks, shattering the windows. It's one of my friends church.

I never thought of this would happen in Miri, which was the first case in Sarawak. The ministers in Sarawak gave their thoughts of Sarawak and Sabah people would not fall onto this ridiculous matter.

They are wrong. There happen to be irresponsible youth, which is violent enough to cause trouble not only in Miri but everywhere in Malaysia.

But what can we do? Prayer! That's important because we believe in God. We have faith in Him.

I came across the video above from BLOGPASTOR websites. Have a look.

It was well said by Rev. Ong.

Sunday Service

I finally understand something today at the church. Church is like our home, where everything is there. Not a normal one, but it's a family among the brothers and sisters in Christ.

A friend cried because of the incident that happened onto the churches that were burned by a group of people which angers them of using the word "Allah" in our Christian bible context.

It wasn't just the only friend of mine that cried, there's more that cried. To describe this feeling, it's like having your lovely home being flamed and burned down with nothing more or less.

I understand that feeling now. Although I don't know much about it, but that's the true feeling of being in a church, your home, our home, our Lord Father's home.

Praying for nothing more that may happen.

Worst day in Malaysia History

Churches being are being flamed because of the usage of "Allah" in the bible context. This is not the Malaysia of being called, "1Malaysia". A disgraced act from the youth of trying to set fire onto the church.

What did we ever do wrong to them? Are we being treated fairly? Violence has been a way for some immoral people who did not think throughly of what is truly right and what is truly wrong.

We are in a modern century and there is still closed minded citizens who are being selfish and in a rightful way of saying, RESPECTFUL towards the other religion.

Where is justice? A so called "peaceful" country ended up with politician brainwashing the peoples mind with distorted meaning of a word.

The sadness. I'm praying for Malaysia. Hoping nothing more may happen. By faith we stand firmly as we will not give up as Christian!

*Edit: Pray for the youth too as they do not know anything. I think.*

Mat 5:44 - But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.

Random Post

Sorry for no updating, as because I don't feel like doing so because it might take a lot of my time from studying. Had a chat with friend, somehow I felt happier here in KL rather than my hometown.

It's like hometown for me is just to go back and accompany my family. Thinking about Chinese New Year which is coming soon next month, I'm more lonely than ever besides being with my family.

But I know, I will never always lonely as God is always with me. :)

God is good all the time! Good luck for Nott's student for the exams! :)